Ervaringsverslag
A world of fear
Being a teenager is not that easy, we've got our own world to conquer!
She's in a world all alone, full of fear, can't find herself. She wakes up in the morning getting ready for school thinking… "What are they going to say about me? How are they going to treat me?" She feels insecure about herself.
She's sitting in the class, listening to the teacher, hoping he doesn't call her name and just then he did, her heart begins to beat faster and faster, everyone stares at her as she stutters through the answer, fearing they would laugh she kept it short.
Because of her insecurities she kept to herself; sitting all alone at recess, loneliness begins to creep in. A world all alone, how painful.
She thought about herself, the way she looks, the way she walks, the way she speaks for she hated every part of herself.
Trying to look at the future, she doesn't see much; actually she sees nothing and is uncertain to what she wants to do with her life; she doesn't know her destiny and it's all because of her insecurities that kept her a prisoner of uncertainties. She is afraid to look beyond the horizon, beyond her fears; but mostly she is afraid of what others might think.
A world of fear seems to empower her ability to shine, her ability to look beyond the fears, her ability to build a strong foundation for her future.
This world she knew she must escape.
After she came to the realization that she cannot live in fear for the rest of her life, she began soul searching and look for the reason she was put on this earth by the Almighty.
Long nights and heart wrenching prayers she found it! And as she found it she began to take small steps out of this world; the further she stepped the clearer she began to see beyond the horizon, beyond the fears. She's leaving the world that held her back for long. The world that kept her a prisoner of uncertainty and insecurities.
This world of fear she must forget!
(Juvanah)